Time.

I'm quite sad. I think this is the worst Ramadhan ever. No no, I don't blame Ramadhan. I blame myself. I eat a lot for Iftar, for the past one week I haven't have my sahur, I recite al-Quran only regularly and I went for tarawih just for some nights. Maybe because I went for Iftar outside a lot and I once left my Maghrib prayer because I wen't back late. Usually, if I don't buy food and eat in my room, I always perform my Maghrib prayer at the very last minute. Because Ramadhan is about to end now, I'm gonna try my best to perform ibadah for Allah from what is left. The past has gone. What I need to do is improve, improve and improve for the next days. Also, I need to improve my time management skill. So bad. I procrastinate a lot. A LOT I TELL YA! A great deal of procrastination.

May Allah bless you. :)

What is the difference between jealousy and envy?

It's the same. But envy is actually a stronger feeling of jealousy. I wouldn't say I envy her. Not to that level yet. But, I am jealous. Yeah. Sometimes it pisses me off. What could do I do? Don't make my life complicated. Untangle everything before I go to sleep. Everything would be easier, InsyaAllah.

May Allah bless you. :)